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yet, there is still so much to appreciate. so, i will not wallow in the things undone and unchosen. i choose to savour and apreciate. so much has happened, so much hurt all in a single period of time, my grandparents' death made me sober up. made me realise just how unprecedented life can be. how cruel and real. Losses never feel as real as when they happen. but now that they have, you'll just have to accept in and move on. cliche as it seems. that is really the only way that you will be able to deal with it at al. sometimes the pain becomes so great its like a huge wave come crashing down. and it makes me struggle to even breathe. to fight back the wave of anguish and just shut it off as if turning abruptly shut the handle of a tap. but that is life isn't it. you just do the best you can given what you have whatever hapens. Chinese new year is in two days time. i wish everyone a meaningful new year. lets all live as unburdenly and unregretfully as we each can, yeah? ( : To all who just graduated from secondary four and are awaiting posting results, i hope you will get into the school of your choice, and love it there! carpe diem
alright, shall start anew. wow, feels like a billion ages since i've blogged now. so much has happened and so much has changed. i can hardly begin to even consider. I've graduated, done O levels, gotten back results. graduation has past, secondary school life is behind us. We're about to enter into a new phase of our lives, about to go seperate ways on the road to realise our dreams. it still feels so surreal, somehow. gone has time when we were still carefree, still ignorant, still only absorbed in the moment and preoccupied with trival things. Or, at least that's how i feel myself, having changed. looking back and reading those past posts, i realise how much i have matured as an individual. it is a good thing, i'm glad. but it also made me realise how far in my life i have come, how much is now behind me, how much has happened. all the good times and the bad, all the trials and the tribulations, the victory and the failures. so much, has happened. looking back now, i savour the past, i savour the memories. can i say i have no regrets? no, actually, i can't. i do regret some of the things i've done, some of the choices i have made, the misguided fears that i let myself feel. all those were precious moments in time wasted.
